what made me stopped blogging?

i've no answer to that, really. to blog is just another hobby. it's impossible to wake up in the morning and decides to venture in a hobby, just like that. i did the blogging because i thought it was cool enough to blog. that i did not realized sooner that blogging is some sort of writing that you need to put your heart into. did i take my writing seriously? if i were a stranger to myself i'd say my blog is detestable. it looks ludicrously weird and my style of writing is insanely repulsive.

i need to find a new course to blog. wud never again blog blatantly simply because other people blog. dear god plz show me some motivational urge to blog, once again.

                                                          the manifestation of my blog. scary. period